broken friendship

friendship is a MOST SENSITIVE THings in MY LIFE ACTUALLY...I scared TO TOUCH it again...and sUMTIMES....i reallY BETTER to be alone....first MINUTES,MAY BE WE CAN becum good partner or frienz who eat TOGETHER,PLAY ...AND ge bo sth LO...AFTER THAT....ay be u can FIND THE PROBLEMS BETWEEN BOTH ...A crack begin....later when becum larger and larger...UNTIL....BREAK lo...they ask me can return bek ma?...this friendship...my tears JUST SUDDENLy cum out...and i said sth can'T RETURN BEK BEZ IT oledi break into pieces aND DIFFICULT to repair again...
when i c FRIENZ BESIDE me...who also got same case as me,I TRIED AND TRIED to councel them to discuss their PROBLEMS LO...MAY BE CAN SAVE THEIR friendship..i dun hope they wil becum ME...GIVE UP AND DIN appreciate frienz WHO BESIDES me...I HOPE they will becum happier like last TIME....i hope their friendsHIP CAN be forever...IF I CAN,I WILL TRy MY best to pick out their broken pieces and combine them again using gam....i hope THEY CAN BECUM HAPPIER AND not becum sad BEZ OF FRIENDSHIP....
JESUS,PLEAZ hear MY PRAYER lo......i hope after THIS LONG HOLIDAY,they can becum frienz...and best frienz than b4..I DUN HOPE THEIR ENDING WILL BE LIKE ME....quit THE FRIENDSHip...

wow...MOVIE time

wow...today after exam heat TRANSFer,i so lazy to study bez i tell myself,kellY U CAN PLAY for today only LO...AND I WATCH 2 movie within 4 hours...I REALLy geng watch 2 hong KONG MOVIE...ONE movie is callED OUR FAmily ,a gangster OR GOOD FATHER....the story about a gangster fall in love with a sweet gal and then got married together..had a baby...and he would like to quit to becum gangster bez of his daughter...really TOUCHING...the ending is quite sad,in the end the father had been died bez of shot...
anOTHER MOVIE IS FOR valentine movie.....the drama is also really TOUCHING...MADE ME CRY secretly IN FROnt of screen of laptope..in LOVE ,ALWAYS IF High expectation,THE HIGHER THE DISAPPOINTMENT.....STORIES ABOUT THREE COUPLES....how they overcome thEIR HARSH CONditions..and finally TOGETHER.....REallY WANT TO CRY

hope everyone have a GOOD VALENTINE DAY lo...even though today is NOT VALENTINE DAY....but after u C that drama,u will imagine...U NOW IN VALENTINE time....hahahahahha...even though i am stILL SINGLE...but i happy with IT lo......

where IS my egg..

last TIME I GO to gambang yam cha....and EAT ban mian...THEN IU IU order "YI LI BAN" ban mian....I THOUGHT SHE SAID "yi li daN".....and then i told that tauKE AND SAID...same with iu iu ba...OMG AFTER my BAN MIAN ARRIVE,THEN I SEARCH FOR EGG...where is MY EGG....my egg LE?WHY No?..i ask IU IU AND she said she said one half not ONE EGG...omg....HOW COME I MISUNDERSTAND lo...yi li dan and YI LI BAN.....HOW blur i THAT TIME....

i LOVE U,kaMPUA

LEFT ONE MORE WEEK...I CAN BEK lo..miss my kampua taste lo....so yummy....really liu KOU SHUI...YUMMY!!! *i'm drooling when i am typing this post* HELP!....

KOMPIA

this is THE JASON bakery ..in sibu,sarawak...lets us see what is process of making kompia...wow...really A MIRACLE WORKS.....I am a proud Fuzhou (福州) people (also known as Foochow in Malaysia). For that very reason, I had started to write on Fuzhou Snacks. Wok edge paste (鼎边糊) is my first FAVOURITE I bring you only the best in here. I will cover the history on where the delicacy first came from to its current status in community. I will also bring you live coverage of the making of the delicacy. You see, lots of works to be done!

Allow me to introduce you to Kompia (光饼), another of my all time favorite Fuzhou snack. Kompia is Hokkien/Fujian (福建) dialect. It is “光饼” in Mandarin. Among all Fuzhou delicacies, Kompia is said to be the cheapest and the roughest. Its ingredients are simply flour, baking soda and a bit of salt. I remember Kompia was sold at 5 cents per piece when MY PARENTS wERE a kid. Now it is sold at 30 cents per piece, still relatively cheap if compared with others, isn’t it? How does Kompia taste? It tastes crunchy, a little bit salty and a little bit of charred flavor.

光饼是福州的传统特色风味小吃之一，福州人最喜欢吃光饼。


福州光饼是怎么做的呢？其实他的做法也很特别。在诗巫使用一种传统的窑子烘制出来的。灶炉烧得热烘烘德，然后把搓好的面粉团（扁扁的）贴在灶炉里面，让它慢慢的烘熟。

i miss KOMPIA...WOW

YUMMY...The meat-stuffed kompia, also known as the "chinese burger". Good stuff. Only 40 cents per piece or 5 for RM 2.00 ..GENG only can be found at SARAWAK...WOhoo...sue ann...wewill bring u eat kompia lo...REAlly delicious le...

Sibu,i cOMING

MUMMY ,DADDY...left one more week later i go bek lo....remember oo fetch me at airport at 9 AM...i bek to sibu LO..ON 8 may 2010...I BEK to siBU lo...rememBER bring me tO THE STALL..I WANT this as breakfast..YUMMY .......MUMMY,DADDY...I WANt ..

APPREciate

在日本发生了一件千真万确的事：有人为了装修家里，拆开了墙；日式住宅的墙壁通 常是中间架了木板后，两边批上泥土，其实里面是空的。
他拆墙壁的时候，发现一只 壁虎被困在那里一根从外面钉进来的钉子钉住了那只壁虎的尾巴。那人见状，既觉可 怜又感好奇，他仔细看了看那根钉子，天啊！那根钉子是十年前盖那房子的时候钉的。
到底怎么回事？那只壁虎竟然困在墙壁里活了整整十年！黑暗中的墙壁里的十年，真 不简单。不对呀？他继而寻思，尾巴被钉住了，一个步子也跨不出的这只壁虎，到底 靠什么撑过了这十年？他于是暂时停止了装修工程看看它到底吃了什么 !他要一探究 竟。
过了不久，不知从哪里又钻出来一只壁虎，嘴里含着食物 ...啊！他一时愣住了，
这是什么样的情形啊？为了被钉住尾巴而不能走动的壁虎，另一只壁虎竟然在十年的岁 月里一直不停地衔取食物喂它。我听了以后，很感动，真的也不去想它们之间的关系：
　 亲子，朋友，异性，手足 ....在人类的社会中随着计算机的普及，人与人获取相关的 信息更快速，但是人与人之间的距离是否也越来越接近呢？ ... 所以永远也不要放弃你 所爱的人！

这就是爱情‏

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
不论做什么事情，
只要能一起，就是好的，
但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的，


*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好， 这
时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只
虾，我就剥二十只给她！ 现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都
没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！

*听到了吗？明白了吗？
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都
懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、
懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
所以请记住：
有活力的爱情，
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议
而延误了， 当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟， 他的男朋友很不高兴的说：
你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了， 我以後再也不会等你了！ 刹那间，女孩终於
决堤崩溃了， 她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了

*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境； 女孩赶到
的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！ 接著他为女孩拭去
脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上， 此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪
却是温馨的。

你体会到了吗？
*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！

爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时， 很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变
罢了！
懂了吗？
当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
那并不代表你会选择他。
*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的?

你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现
的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久
了，只是你没发 觉而已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！

*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。
如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不
过气来， 完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。

*所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，
吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分

*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但
就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！

*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，
而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

a GIFT of friendshIP

REmember IN OUR life,we should appreciate OUR FRIENZ BESIDES us...THEY ARE tHE MOST VAlueble GIFTS IN OUR LIFE....DUn give up FRIENSHIP IN LIFE.....REMEMBER WHEN u all got any quarrelling pleaz be patient..PATIENT WILL CHANGE the ending OF UR LIFE...DUN ALWAYS try to quit from FRIENDSHIP GAME lo....

一个人的脸上有太多的笑 ，是因为心里有太多的痛， 因为伤了 ，所以伪装

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有烦恼，像个小孩，他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣，我很喜欢玩，我什么都会玩人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑容，好多人都会羡慕他们，然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方，他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴

没有人读的懂他们，想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，然后自己对自己说：其实也没什么，命运吧！所以他们就整天逼自己笑，以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦！

他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑着去面对，但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。 他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨！

他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着，期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。

他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流着泪，后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。有人说他们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。

他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着，很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远，不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂，恐慌、不知所措。只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪。因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌。但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住。哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。
他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。

他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。

他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好，因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑 ，请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！ 如果你身边有这种人请你给予他（她）那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀，让他（她）知道这个世界没有抛弃他们..


when I C this ,i oledi put down LO..I WON'T HATE U de..yOU ARE THE best frienz I MET u in THIS LIFE...eveN THOUGH OUR FRIENZSHIP oledi GAME OVER...hope HE Also WON'T hate ME FORever...just STAY happier in HIS LIFE BA....
I HOPE u will be happY AND CHEERFUL FOREVER and from now on...u forget ba our memories lo..may be it IS THE BEST Solution for us.....U MUST xing FU oo.....

PRAWNS...I DUN Scared of u

IU IU and i GO TO GIANT supermarket TODAY ..GOING TO buy everything preparing for tonight steamboat..toniGHT i am going to EAT my most sensitive things IN MY LIFE..omg prawns...BUT TONIGHT I WILL TRY my best to eaT U ALL...BUT I think my mouth is GOING TO BECUM swollen...omg...so sexY LIKE..ARTIST SHU QI.....BUT NVMLA...JUST MY ROOMATE C ...HEHE

mY IDEAL bathroom

wow...THIS CREATIVE DESIGN..I WISH one day I WILL got this type DESIGN of bathroom...GENG GENG....

WOW...amazing desiGN of hoteL IN TAIWAN

WOW...REAlly creatIVE THEIR DESIgn..i wonder IF I also create LIKE THIS TYPE OF DESIGN IN my room...what will happen?my mummy and daddy will ask me why...WHAT happen TO ME..are U CRAZY ?my students WILL COME to visit MY ROOM...HAHHAHAHA..They will said WOW...this teacher is so CHIDISH.....hehehehehehe

MY 21 ST birthday

I REALLY happy that TIME...BEZ MY BEST FRIENZ ALL GIVE ME SURPRISE..ASK me go out..i dun remember that day is my birthday LO...and u KNOE ONE THING IS VERY FUNNY lo...that day my two frienz BOUGHT TWO CAKES..omg...HOW COME...how to eat all...REALLY UNEXPECTED...hehe....BUT REALLY TOUCHING AT that time...THEY GIVE ME A simple aND PERFECT birthday preseNT TO ME..WHICH IS a photo flame WE TAKE just NOW...I REALLY WANT to cry that day...BEZ they really MY BEST FRIENZ...AND i had meT TRUE FRENZShip in my life....actuALLy what is MY WISH? HAHAHAHHAA....U KNoe la...hehe

MEmories WITH them

I REALLY Miss our memories during our tRIP To jb...that TIME NO KFC pla..only knoe how TO KEEp fat constaNTLY...HEHEHE...food..yummy...really have a ENJOY time to eat AND play ONLY At jb.....thanx GUYS..i will remember our memories....

last TIME a trip to JB

A nice trip to Jb...during hini...Xl.law bring me to Her house and HELP ME TO FIND My relatives in jb...thanx a LOTS xue NI..AND i also eat MANY DELECIOUS FOOD especially famous kuek TIAW in JB....



AND finallY I C my relatives...oledi ten years din C her.....and this IS HER GRANDdaughter LO...CUTE BA....